its been a minute
Hello, webpage,
it appears I abandoned you amidst the ebbs and flows of motivations and responsibilities as of lately. Oh, me and my sleuth of just-started hobbies. But hey, I came back to it when thinking of something to do as a break during hell week itself (last 3 weeks of Fall 25 semester!)
Big updates? Thanksgiving was eh. Overwhelming to go home. Lovely boyfriend met my parents though, and it went pretty well, more importantly, my siblings. They adore him, but not as much as me :)
I've been downnnn dude! I was crying and crying and crying last night about this damn website project. And feeling that I'll always be behind. Maybe it is a cycle, but I've learned how to ride the wave of, oh heres a project that I have had assigned since the beginning of the school year. That, lo and behold, did require intensive time. And guess what I didn't make? intensive time. but what I was doing instead? Spending time with friends who have taught me true friendship. Seeing the northern lights. Going bowling. Visiting Lovely boyfriend across the state. Decorating my room. Getting better at cooking healthy meals. Playing minecraft. Going through the 5 stages of every emotion. Showing up at people's houses invited and uninvited and every time I am wanted and appreciated. So tomorrow I have to skip social plans for now unless i go crazy on this going forward. But honestly, looking back the cost of it was not too dire. I spent time on myself every day, and now im crunching on homework. I'd much rather speedrun my assignments than my times with friendships and silence, those cannot be rushed and truly resonate with me.